Well once again I have fallen prey to "hopeless romantic" as my own worst enemy.  I am so disappointed in myself.

I should not have solicited advice.  I was just fine thank you! :-p

But oh well.  No harm no foul.  I love my life, my friends, and my family.  I'm disappointed that I made such a mistake so easily of going against my beliefs, but it was a small one.  Onwards!

Looks like God was testing me. And I think I failed. :(